If I just lay here, would you lie with me and, just forget the words.

I have heard that song (Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars)everyday as I am driving to work for the past three days. I think it should have been the theme to the first episode of Grey's Anatomy this season when Lizzy just laid on the floor after her heart transplant fiance died.

Today is my best friend Sheila's daughter Sam's 13th birthday. 13 on the 13th! Its her special birthday as my kids would say. Mine was when I was 11, and my girls was on their 4th birthdays. Happy Birthday Samantha!!!! Sam was born 3 weeks before my girls were. Her mom and I used to lay on a bed together and watch them all kick around in our bellys. We would laugh and say that they were friends from the very start. When they were babies, we would line them up on a blanket with Sam in the middle and they would all kick and play (cry and scream). Those girls are still friends to this day. I hope that next year I will have money so that we can go visit them in Colorado. Check out my friends salon if you are in the Colorado Springs area, tell her Kristine sent you (not that it would guarantee a discount or anything, haha): Serenity Springs Salon and Spa

This weekend I don't really have plans. I hope to get some hours and tips at the diner. Some tips worthy of putting in the bank would be even more awesome. It seems that lately I don't really have plans for the weekend, I just move spontaneously through the days, deciding what to do as I go. Sometimes I almost prefer that. It caters to that noncommital side of me. Sometimes I am hard on myself, that because I prefer to just hang out and relax, that I am some kind of loser. Lately, I have let up on myself a little. I just am what I am and have let go of the expectations I put upon myself. I have actually got more done lately and kept my house so much cleaner.

Rounds for everyone! On the house! Have a great weekend!

UPDATE: Looks like the kids and I are heading to Colorado to surprise her tomorrow! Lots of driving (well, I am riding with her mom), but I haven't been there for quite a while. It will be nice to see my friend too!

UPDATE 2:I guess we aren't going. My friends mom doesn't want to "take the responsibility". I don't quite understand that. She will drive her grandkids back and forth, but can't take an adult and that adult's 2 kids. Does she plan on drinking before she leaves? Does she plan on wrecking? Whatever, its her car, her decision. I am just sad for Sam. I know that she would have been really excited to see the girls. We are just going to call her tonight.